♥ Sunday, 25 July 2010
@ 6:37 am
fuck la. what really went wrong with me la.?
get so agitated nowadays easily especially when i woke up.
lol. and there is one funny thing and is i went to took online depression test. and the result is "you may be suffering from clinical depression. This test cannot substitute for a visit to a mental health professional. It is meant only to give you an idea where to start a dialogue with your healthcare provider." lol.. kinda stupid lor. how come i do not know when i msyelf are suffering from that? haha.
do not know why i feel so angry after i have woke up just after my nap.
i also don not why am i behaving like that. haha.
yesterday went to meet sammi to accompany her to get her things. as i find that it is kinda dangerous for her to go out alone when her due date is nearer. but when i reached there, she already finish buying her thing she wants to get la. haha. i know i'm slow la. haha. cant blame to much on me also. cos of the fucking cab driver la. don't know how to go marina square by rochor road. and once is nearing the marina square, jam lor. kns. i hate jam la. waste alot of my time.
before i going take cab i went to pres money and who know i fall down at the bus stop there towards the atm machine lor. so pai seh siax. so many ppl watching and there is ppl in front of me lor but don know they got saw it ma. lol.
after meeting up with sammi, we went to plaza sing for passing ppl thing that they brought from me previously at my blogshop. lol. and i was late man. omg. after that went to don know level what to get cross stitch stuff as sammi is getting. and i din know that actually PS got sell cross stitch stuff and everything lor omg. so sua ku la. haha. sammi brought one corss stitch blanket for her baby princess that going to born soon. cant wait how it look after the everything is done.
after buying we went outside and sit and talk cock. lol. sammi said that, she missed those life with beautiful clothes on and is ready for clubbing. well i missed it too. it was so much fun from that period of times. no stress and etc. everyday just get prepare and ready to go for out partying time till dawn and get ourselves high or drunk without fail man. haha. but times pass so fast. those days cant stop for us. happy times always go so fast without fail. we will grow up one day and will get married and have our own family. will get restrict form some thing by our partner. but well that's life and we still have to move on without fail. around 10 plus dave ask cal me and ask wan go PH ma. at first i feel like going but another min i don't feel like going le. so sammi husband come fetch her and soon bian send me back.
don't know why i don't want to go PH siax when it all about dancing and drinking and best is my favourite playground wor. haiz. reach home online awhile than falen asleep le till 6 plus in the morning than wake up again and nothing to do go online dictionary to get some new words to learn than come and blog le. haha. sometime blogging can really kill my times more faster than doing nothing at all. lol. don't say goodbye,
我还不想离开，
