♥ Friday, 15 January 2010
@ 7:54 pm
Am i really a irrtating and dislikeable person??everyone seem to getting a distance from me.everyone seem to dislike me.i'm no longer that popular le.my phone no longer 24 hr keep ringing.i no longer be seem outside for 24hr.i no longer go club on every wed, thurs, fri and sat.nobody ask me out everyday le.
i'm tired tired tired tired.
at first i thought if i keep giving you chance and treat you nice, you will really get touched and will really change for the sake of me. but now i'm wrong.. super wrong.you will never change for the sake of anyone even ME.after so long of endure, i realise we don't suit each other at all.ya you are good to me but you don't have the heart to change what i don't like.i won't want a guy who ******** and ******** to be my husband at all.our age gap is futher. we don't communicate well too.we no longer like we are friend that time. we can talk everything bout it.everything change when we are together.i miss those happy time i used to have.
hoping that i can be strong but i no longer can.hoping i can bring back those smile i used to have but i no longer can.hoping that i can change myself to the better but i no longer can.hoping that i can don't be so emo but i no longer can.