♥ Monday, 23 November 2009
@ 7:42 pm
Today morning i receive a shocking news from baby.Ah hee passed away.at first we thought they are joking with baby, baby was talking with him in the afternoon how can he just pass away like that.even though baby never tell me anything and just act as normal,i can see that he's feeling super sad and his eyes is watery.i feel like telling him, just cry out, it will make you feel better but the words just stuck in my throat.wanted to an wei him but i don't know what to say when seeing him like that. i felt so useless after being with him. :'(ah hee was his BBF yet baby has already lost it.
maybe i never express my emotion to him but inside i feel like crying too.but baby think that i'm cold blood.do you think that i cant feel anything?ah hee always my friends lehs. :'(going off to work soon.don't know i can control my emotion when at work ma. :'(is not i don't want to go his funeral, is i simply hate the feeling of sending my friend off. i hate the feeling.