♥ Friday, 24 April 2009
@ 9:05 pm
IMPACT
REMARKS: HEY GUYS YOU ALL SHOULD WATCH THIS.. REALLY SUPER NICE..
Today when i was on my way back hme from outside,
i realise, i'm such a loser & is super useless.
cant help out with things when something happen..
just a small little things yet i cant able to manage it well..
i'm just a burden to anyone of you, ESP YOU..
freaking useless i'm. :'(
I DON'T EVEN,
know how to console him when he's down,
know how to help him with his stuff,
know how to share with his stress & pressure he's having now,
know how to be a good gf,
know how to make him happy,
know how to do a small little request properly,
know how to help him with his fiancial problem,
worse is I DON'T KNOW EVEN KNOW HOW TO MAINTAIN THINGS WELL.
other ppl say got gf/bf is good..
they will always help you up,
care for you,
console you,
share your happiness, saddness, trouble.
but i find that i cant do anything of that..
i'm such a rotten person..
i cant able do anything to help him up..
only screw things up.. :'(
find that i live in this world for 20 yeras,
yet cant even know what's right & what's wrong..
what's good for me, what's bad for me.
cant have a mature thinking..
cant do anything right..
i'm just wasting my 20 years of life WITH NOTHING GAIN AT ALL..
REALLY A TOTALLY LOSER MAN...
i'm looking for job now..
going to broke soon..
i need JOB JOB JOB..
anyway to my dearest darling SAMMI..
get well soon, girl..
must really take care of yourself wor.. :)
