i really thinking of giving up this love.i don know why too.
maybe i leave him,
he won feel pressure nor feel any stress.
i don know how to make him happy.
even though i hate something alot alot.
i still have to accept it & try to be happy in front of him.
i'm tired of this.
really very tired.


went to double c last night,
to celcebrate bi & wei lun birthday.
i was feeling happy in the first place,
until he told me she will be coming.
i feeling so uneasy and disappointed.
i don knw why i just cant accpet the truth.
ytd saw bi present that bag,
it was from david :)
the bag wrote their CALVIN KLEIN which is the full name of C.K.
i suddenly came across this in my mind.
& that's bi is call CALVIN, his so call ex was call KLEIN.
i feeling lyk i was the one who broke them out.


sometime i wondering,
does he still love her???
cos everyone will call their ex as their name or call them as ex.
yet he call her either MY WHO or EX WIFE.
why should him call her ex whife or wife when they din even married yet??
or when he really don have feeling for her le??
WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!


i feeling so uneasy right now.
i hate him calling her wo de shui.
i hate him calling her my ex wife nor wife.
if she's ur ex wife or wife,
than WHO AM I?
i'm just a gal who broke them up.
i keep having that mindset in my brain & heart.
i feeling so miserable too. :(


you say you will change the way you call her,
but i don see any effort in it.
i really don see it any.
no point promise me u will change the way you call her.
cos u cant do it.
please don hurt my heart anymore.
it's really very very very painful & hurtful to me.
you never had a promise to me is been kept.
is that really mean PORIMSE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN????
i really don knw now.


bi & wei lun at my house now.
haha.
having dinner together with my family.
than going out ltr again.
haha.

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