♥ Friday, 14 November 2008
@ 12:11 am
calvin went to play mahjong today.this few days he was not in a good mood wor, but i don know how to cheer him up.we also never talk much during this few days too.i feeling so sad siax, when he never talk to me. :(but i know he not in a right mood so don want talk to me if not later we quarrel.i also don want to bother him too.he having a flu again.so poor thingsyet i don know how to take care of him.should be my fault that i keep making him unhappy, angry & never take good care of him too.that why he fall sick again.how bad i'm. everything also don know.only know how to make him angry & unhappy.i only want him to be happy siax.
is it by letting it go everyone of us will be much more happpier than now??he lyk don love me anymore too.really colder & colder toward me. :(i just want to make him happy & do something for him but end up everythings was in a mess.i really don know wad to do anymore. i felt so helpless & useless siax.