♥ Sunday, 26 October 2008
@ 11:18 pm
i'm feeling so lonely & empty in my heart.i don know what to do anymore.things started to change day by day.his coldness is getting colder & colder too.pls don torture me anymore.i cant take it too.in his life,only computer, his friends are important than me.got time to ask friends come out and slack, & got time to stare at the computer for hours,yet cant even have time to accompany me.i'm just a transparent to him. :(he only will come tok to me for a few min than back to transparent again.why cant we like the past, so happy without any misunderstanding or quarreling?i'm feeling so lost.like everythings is leaving me & dump me alone. all his promise is just a broken promise. it really hurt my heart alot alot.how i wish i can forget bout everythings in this world.even forget bout what is the feeling of happiness, angry, sad, pain & love.even though i know he's busy & also know where i stand in his heart.but i just lonely.
sorry for the times i make you angry with me,sorry for the times when we quarrel was my stupid character.sorry for the times to give you pressure,sorry for the things i do that make you change so much,sorry for the things i do to make you so disappointed with me.REALLY SORRY FOR THE TIMES. :(
i just want you to be happy,i just want you to feel relax,i just want you to feel distress with all the stuff happening around us.