back from work liao wor.
kinda tired liao.
heng is that tml I OFF.
haha.
today so surprised to see juneil in my shop.
worse is that she don recongise me without make up. :(
reach home nth to do.
BI chatting with his friends in msn.
stil thought that he wll accompany me when i reach home. :(
but nvm.
i ald use to it.
haha.

gtg.
night peeps.

today went back home after work.
missed my mummy cooking.
haha.
finally got time to eat liao.
wahahaha.
good night.

wow.
have been quite a few days never blog liao.
Bi have become more & more sweet than las time le.
feel so happy siax.
when i off he still make the effort to bring me out,
even though he got no time on that day.
haha,
thanks baby, i love you alot siax.
i want you to feel happy without any pressure.
now i have open up to you liao.
but now is you stop telling me yours stuff & so on.
why become like that siax.
even though i don know what happen that make you hide your feeling towards me liao.
but i just want you to know,
I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY & TO SHARE YOUR BURDEN.
WANT TO GO UP & DOWN WITH YOU TOGETHER.
can you open up to me again???


the sales is still up & down. :(
don't know when will start earning. :(
i want SALES TO KEEP GROWING & GROWING.
i won feel happy if the sales is not growing.


from opening till now,
Uni & Ting Feng came down & support me le.
haha.
even though you girls live quite far from here.
yet make an effort to came down & buy.
THANKS ALOT.


haix.
now at shop rotting siax.
don't know what to do.
I WANT CUSTOMER TO BUY.
I WANT MY SALES TO GROW.
finally get to meet up with hazel on friday liao.
it was quite a while i have seen her.

this few days feeling so tired to blog & edit photo siax.
reach home after work is so tiring liao.
haha.
reach home ard 9.15pm.
once reach home must help BI move thongs liso.
cos tml new bed & so on coming.
have to CLEAN WINDOW.
was like omg siax.
first time clean window nor.
my mind was WHF how to clean?
how pathetic Im siax.
even small things i also don't know what to do. :(
finally tml off liao.
haha.
can sleep long long liao wor.

new photo will be up real soon when i'm free.
I WANT MY SALES TO KEEP GROWING & GROWING,

have been working for the past 3 days.
was feeling boring for the past few days.
lucky got computer in the shop if not i going to bored till death.
gonna work very hard for the sales.
i want SALES SALES SALES.
no SALES i not HAPPY. :(

shop open today liao.
happy but boring.
cos NO SALES.
I WANT SALES
SALES SALES SALES.
mummy & daddy come support today.
haha.
mummy brought a T-Shirt for herself.

i love bi lotsa siax.
bi first time say I LOVE YOU from his mouth to me wor.
everytime only at sms.
so happy siax.
hope that we don quarrel anymore.

haix.
i gonna try my best to be a lady like person.
cos bi don like me keep wearing pant.
say i rough.
OMG siax.

*i will try to change from bad to good,
so does you too.
you have to change your bad temper too.*


wahahaha.
BI first time say I LOVE YOU thru his mouth to me.
i'm so happie nor.
actually i very jealous nor.
bi keep talking with girls.
you so bad. :(
finally,
tml can start bussiness liao.
bi i will try my best to change to the way you want. :)
i promise.
but you also must try to change your temper.

tml finally can start bussiness liao.
waited for so long for this day.
went back shop today with bi to take photo of the clothes that need to put inside the blog.
also took 2 dress & one T-Shirt for myself.
haix.
loathe wearing dress or skirt.
yet BI want me to wear.
cos he want me to become more lady like.
i know he trying to change my bad point.
but it seem that he has change everything of me.
even now,
i cant even know how my character is.
where is the past KAILIN has gone to.
it seem like all the changing,
don suit me.
i cant find myself anymore.
i know this changing is for my own good.
anyway BI,
i will try my best to change for the better.
but you also must try your bad temper too.




wake up at 12,
& get myself prepare than went back shop le.
as friday start work le. :)
so happie.
can start earning BI money back le. :)
today only me & bell at the shop prepare nia.
when i reach there she already at there liao wor. :)
while everythings back to normal le.
haha.
i wanna share ur burden.

i'm very disapointed in what you have done.


you broke the promise you have made.you broke my trust on you.you broke my heart deeply.

i believe that you won,but you really dispointed me.
found a meaning lycis.
*I look in the mirror, with you in my armsAnd I see a reflectionOf a smile that says you believe in loveAnd just for a moment, I drifted awayBut I couldn't stay cuzA hint of love, a bit of fearI'm tryin' to say
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areI wouldn't come near this broken heartJust turn around and leave hereAnd find someone who won't hurt youMake sure that she still believes in loveCuz I think my heart has given upIf I were you, I wouldn't be hereOoh yeah
I'm tryin' to protect youFrom the lies that your heart tellsEven though it says that you love meAll I see is pain and miserySeasons may changeBut I can't forget the days of oldMy heart ached when you walked awayI said I'd never love again
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areI wouldn't come near this broken heartJust turn around and leave hereAnd find someone who won't hurt youMake sure that she still believes in loveCuz I think my heart has given upIf I were you, I wouldn't be here
The days go byAnd I feel that you could make me happyTime goes onAnd I feel that love is at my doorAnd though I tell myself that you're the oneWho said those words beforeThought it hurts too muchI can't trust in loveAgainAgain
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areI wouldn't come near this broken heartJust turn around and leave hereAnd find someone who won't hurt youMake sure that she still believes in loveCuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areI wouldn't come near this broken heartJust turn around and leave hereAnd find someone who won't hurt youMake sure that she still believes in love
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areI wouldn't come near this broken heartJust turn around and leave hereAnd find someone who won't hurt youMake sure that she still believes in loveMy heart has given upCan't be here
If I were you, I wouldn't be hereIf I were you I would stay right where you areCuz my heart has given upIf I were you, I wouldn't be hereOohI wouldn't, if I were youI wouldn't be hereOh oh oh

feeling emo now. :(

went back his shop ytd to code the price.stay at there the whole days.reach home around 10 plus.went to bath & sleep le.

planning to go back home for the few days,
but end up need to go back his shop ltr on.

everything changed,when you choose that.

* i know always we quarrel is my fault.
i'm navie, attitude & have a bad temper.
but i have change le lehx.
last time i won tolerate a person for so long &
is already over board my limit.
no matter how your temper is,
i can tolerate till now is very good for me le.
if you keep having the mindset of the bad side.
than please used it earlier than late.
if longer some more,

i don know can take it ant.*

went back home yesterday, bi went back shop,before gg home, cabble to queenways first just to pass bi some stuff.while waiting for cab, realise that i din bring the stuff out & went back to take again.i was so angry at that time siax.
cos it was raining. :(
faster approach a cab & get it in.
after passing the things,
i went back home straight.
surprising,
reach home saw my mummy.
in mind i telling myself this time nobody is at home.
as my brother was still in school,
daddy & mummy went to work le.
end up is my mummy start work at 1.30pm,
i saw my watch it only just 1.15pm nia.
haha.
@ home use my bro computer awhile & went to kwang soon (my cousin) house liao.
for some stupid songs.
now than i realise want to record lots of songs is so boring.
no wonder he record so slow.
saw him using his phone & than i realise he change his to W980..
i like his phone front part cos is touch screen siax.
it look so unqiue & cool.
but when open up,
is like so weird nor..
haha.
by than, everything done was 5.15pm.
than i go back home & took my money first.
cos gg plaza eat with him.
we went to swenzen & eat.
than my daddy call up.


*daddy: you got @ plaza
me: how you know? you saw me?

daddy: no. see want to fetch you home ma.
me: you @ where?

daddy: plaza too.
me: than you give me half an hour can? haha.

daddy:ok.*

hang out the phone le.


saw my daddy when we @ the 2nd floor.
than i rang my daddy up, asking him to look up. :)
so lucky today siax.
daddy say he treat us eat. haha.
when we meet up le.
saw his phone.
my mind is wa.
so good, change new phone again.
think in my family,
now is my daddy was the one who keep changing new phone. :)
my daddy change to C902.


we walk into swenzen,
than i order a steak, KS order fish & chip, daddy order a mint ice-cream.
as my mummy got cook @ home.
while waiting in progress.
we all are talking bout phones &
funny things come when we talking bout that.
*this i wont say it @ here, if not someone read it will say bout me again.*
you know i know la.
haha.
after we had finish our meal,
went to look @ slippers.
went HP shop to look for pouch.
cant find the pouch i want than went back home le.
lucky go back home don need to walk.
haha.
now than i know somethings wor.
now got a three wheel motor siax.
haha.
i never saw before but KS & daddy saw before le.


reach home talk craps with family member awhile.
than i EAT again.
OMG siax.
i was like a hungry girl.
eat & eat & eat.
after eating,
both of my bro went out le.
big bro went back to sch for night class.
small bro went to plaza.
than i say,
just now i go you don want go.
after my another round dinner,
i went to my bro room to use their com le.
soon bian take some song to my HP. (:
than talk to mummy & daddy bout the song 家后.
cause i was playing that song in my playlist.
both of them want & i send it to them thru my phone.
around 8.40 like that,
i went to bath le.
going back tpy. than receive bi message stating that he went to sleep while.
since he's sleeping than i took my long sweet time to go back.
reach tpy is around 10 plus at that time.
went to room saw bi was sleeping.
than get myself change & went to bed le.


get wake up in the middle of night by bi.
telling me that he order filet o fish for me.
cos he's ordering mac for himself as he was hungry.
again i eat. every few hours i'll eat want siax.
& so sorry i not pregnant so don misunderstand it okie. (:
worst is every meal i had, finish it up siax.
gonna cut my eating liao.
if not gonna be a fatty girl.
haix, now nothing to do will eat & eat & eat nor. :(


bi wake up early today,
cos going do the bracket things.
stupid constructor.
if you are not a professionor than don anyhow do,
not responsible somemore.
took you super long to complete a small shop.
worst still, GIVE TWO TIMES A WRONG MEASURMENT.
is like WTF nor.
things need to do our own,
than charge us super expensive just for a few cupboard.
the rest still need us to go get ouselves.
is really like WTF nor.
keep asking us to run here & there.
keep dargging & dragging. don't know want to drag until when than i can start my work nor.
some times i wondering,is it have to scracifie our own smilejust to let others smile?haix.feeling freaking moody. :(

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂不是我
愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠 比妳先說分手

請原諒我 原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口 好讓妳離開我
請原諒我 好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受 換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂不是我 愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠 比妳先說分手

請原諒我 原諒我不成熟 不愛妳是藉口 好讓妳離開我
請原諒我 好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受 換妳過更好的生活
愛過恨過哭過也笑過 親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我 必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間倒流 我怕說不出口
原諒我 沒有解釋太多
心痛 別無所求徹底忘了我 愛原來有捨得

我難過 我才懂 。。。

bi went out to mustafa again,
same things done.
brought things for shop.
haiz.
need to wait for bi to be back home till 10 plus.
as he gg grand link play dota with his co. (:
well me chatting with irene & shu ling in msn.
soon bian update blog.
haha.




well really enjoy my day yesterday with bi, shu ling & ah boy.
so long never went to beach & see the sea.
miss it man. (:
next time go sun tan instead of exploring,
haha.




bi ytd really make my day happy.

:)BI first time cook soup for me ytd night.so happie siax.together so long.this was the first time he cook my favourite mushroon soup for me.haha. last time is i cook myself.hope he can cook for me everytime. (:

bi funny siax.
ytd in the middle of the night,
call up the co & go mustafa.
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT MAN. (:

end up only jeff goes with us.
went der to brought some stuff for the shop & some stuff for himself.
around 3.40am,
we went to eat chicken rice.
haha.
go back home after that.

@ 12:45 am

@ 4:46 pm