HAPPY 1 YEAR 9 MONTHSARY

Over due photo on dad's birthday. :)



Before gg to work. lol






OMG...... I SIMPLY JUST LOVE THE SHOES IN THIS VIDEOS....WHO WANT TO BUY FOR ME. WAHAHAHAHA. ESP THE BLACK HEELS IN 3.02 MIN DE.... IS SUPER NICE.....

Today morning i receive a shocking news from baby.
Ah hee passed away.
at first we thought they are joking with baby, baby was talking with him in the afternoon how can he just pass away like that.
even though baby never tell me anything and just act as normal,
i can see that he's feeling super sad and his eyes is watery.
i feel like telling him, just cry out, it will make you feel better but the words just stuck in my throat.
wanted to an wei him but i don't know what to say when seeing him like that.
i felt so useless after being with him. :'(
ah hee was his BBF yet baby has already lost it.


maybe i never express my emotion to him but inside i feel like crying too.
but baby think that i'm cold blood.
do you think that i cant feel anything?
ah hee always my friends lehs. :'(
going off to work soon.
don't know i can control my emotion when at work ma. :'(
is not i don't want to go his funeral, is i simply hate the feeling of sending my friend off. i hate the feeling.

IS FUCKING SUAY ON SATURDAY NIGHT.
SHOULD NOT DRINK SO MUCH OF BEER. KNN PB.
LOST MY PHONE ON SATURDAY SIAX.


THOSE WHO TAKE MY PHONE, I PRAY THAT YOU WILL DIE IN A MISERABLE WAY OR GET INTO ACCIDENT WHEN GOING OUT. KNN PCB.
MAKE ME LOSE SO MANY NUMBERS. NB


really feeling quite low this weeks siax.
don't know too.
just wanted to sleep all the way and never wake up.
i'm so freaking tired. :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, LOVE YOU. MUACKX.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, WEI LUN

HAPPY 1 YEAR 8MTH ANNI

you ask me: "Am i disappointed in you?"
when i heard this sentence, i don't know what to say to you.
i'm totally disappointed in you. but so what when you know it??
will it change anything?
it will not change anything, it does not matter am i disappointed.
i'm disappointed in myself too.
i cant help you in your things and even households chores.
now than i know actually i'm the one who's pushing you to this state.
so i cant blame you for making the same mistake again and again.


two more days to baby birthday.
but think also got no mood to celebrate le ba.
i ahven got his present too.
don't even know what to get for him.
if by the time my anger is down,
maybe treat him eat good stuff ba.
haha

jackson came down last night again and is drunk de lor. wahahahahaha.
but this time round he come alone. haha.
but now i'm super angry with him le lor.
think i won contact him anymore le. or maybe is he don contact me anymore le.
today is his off day. haha


why does guy only know how to say SORRY when they have done wrong things.??
don't they have other words to say instead of SORRY.
i hate sorry alot now.
what the point of saying sorry when you have made a mistake???
can it change anything by saying sorry???
when he told me sorry i feel that he don make any diff with baby.

next month i gonna broke real soon than this month again. :(
baby, wei lun and janet bithday still got one more weeks to go.
best things is their birthday is the same. haha.
have a surprise for baby. :)
cant wait to see his shocking face. haha.


yesterday never went to work.
cos i'm sick again. :(


friday jackson group, dex group, jun min group, janet group group came to find me. :)
but i'm very very happy when i saw jackson down. haha
and also my first time to see him get DRUNK. wahahaha
finally got things to say bout him le. otherwise alway he say i dunk. haha.


new stock and new spree is up now at my blogshop.
so ladies do support yeah!.
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happy birthday my dearest daddy. love you. :)


Here is Sammi Baby prince photo.
He's so cute and so small in size.



Just reach home from work and saw one pacrel on my dressing table.
when i open, saw the name cards i have order
finally gotten my blogshop name cards le. haha.



really is fucking suay for me la.
yesterday fall down from the step when finish work
knn. super pain lor.
i hate my left leg now.
everytime kana the same leg. freak siax.
lucky raymond let me off wor.
if not i need to work today de. :(
so surprise to see jackson they all siaz. haha.
thought they only will go that fucking COSY but ytd i saw them come million. haha.
but so bad siax.
i already finish work le they than come. haha.

Should i or Should i not??


recently feeling so sot.
suddenly feel happy suddenly throw temper.
i don't even know what am i doing or why am i doing this.
i really need some air to breathe before i suffocated.


wondering how does it look like for the namecards that i have order???
it just only $10 for 100 pcs.
get it done by Jasmine KT. :)
the name cards is for my blogshop de. haha.
suddenly ask her help me design for the sake of FUN.


i want more job and money siax.
i want to buy alot alot of things.
sad lor.
since i start working at X bar.
i don't even earn anything siax,
last time at cosy i still can see money in but now after i change to x bar.
i cant see it all, also don know what i spend on too.

haix. daddy birthday coming soon le.
don't know what to get for him siax. :(
anyone got any idea????


anyone interested in working as waitress in the pub?
i need 6 more girls for the upcoming pub that is going to open soon.
must be 18 and above.
$10-$12 per hour for part time.
$1800 for full time with CPF.
commission wise too.
interested girls do drop me a tag or sms for more information. :)

HURRAY FOR SAMMI.
her precious prince Zachery came out at 12.05am on 21 sept 2009.
going to visit her and her prince this afternoon after i woke up.


saturday and sunday was working at X Bar2.
well even though i'm a newbie there, but i feel happy working at there than cosy.
tonight working too.
free come support k. :)

going to sleep liao.
good night.

Year of 2009 is just so suay for me.
so many thing happen lor.
nothing came in smooth for me.
•shop closed down
•losing alot of friends
•loads of argument with bibi
•conflict with working staff
•get into car accident.
nothing came smooth for me de siax. :(
feeling so tired wor.
why my life become like that de wor.
why cant it be just normal as usual.
why have to be so suay.....


should i contiue working at cosy??
i don't feel like working at there anymore.
is no longer enjoyable at there. :(

everything change so much..
last time working in pub is a happy things for me.
yet now everything got alot of conflict with this and that ever since 'YOU', 'YOU' and 'YOU' have join Cosy.
even 'she' also working there also find that last time more happy than now.
find it so scary working at there.
everyone got diff story to say.
WORSE IS ALSO CAN SAY THINGS WHICH IS NOT TRUE.
kinda tired liao.
is making me wonder am i really suitable this job anymore.?? :)
we don't know who is gg to harm you and this.
and even don know will you be the next one they are gg to harm.
was like everyone will be wearing a mask whenever working.
haix, 人心难测 siax.



going sammi and marcus ROM later.
but sianx still have to rush off to cosy and work today.
don't feel like gg cos is kinda tiring. :(


years pass sooooooo fast siax.
know sammi for couple of years liao.
both of us was so craving on clubing when we known.
club almost everyday tgt.
and yet now,
SHE'S GETTING MARRIED TODAY.!!!!!!!
have her own family le.
what a fast years

working at cosy pub is not a happy thing to me anymore.
everything change.
from everyday need to work, become 1 week only 3 days.
was lyk what the fuck you still ask me to come back to help you in full time when you have already have so many full time girls and yet you are putting me work only 3 days.
you fucking chee bye.
if this carry on likt that for the next week,
than sorry i will only be working for you only on fri and sat or even don even want to work anymore.


i hate falling in love with some idiot person.


1 year 6 mth anniversary.
do you know that?
i bet you don't. :)
but is ok to me.

does don't care bout anything anymore is the best way for me from getting any further hurts??
no matter at where? i'm always alone.
at home also alone.
where's my bloody smile i used to have?
where can i find it?
i'm trying my best to forget this relastionship.
you're not the guy i loved.
you've totally changed. :)


but well,
last night at work really get a surprise by sammi.
haha.
suddenly drop by to cosy with kiat.
girl, faster give birth lehx.
think ur son can cheer me up with smile. haha


stock reach liao.
going to get from my supplier once you fixed the day..

what's wrong with blogger siax.??
why i cant upload photo????
super long never blog liao. haha
have been starting work le.
back to cosy pub and help tiger with it.
but i think the feeling working there is'nt the same as it used to be.
hope that i can faster adapt to the new rules and so on. :(
so guys do come down support k,
COSY PUB & KTV.
42A BOAT QUAY 2ND FLOOR.
there's lots of pretty waitress entertain you. (i'm not the one in)


have been quarreling with bibi everyday since last thursday.
really tired of it.
he's trating me colder and colder.
no more words from him
no more sms from him,
no more phone calls from him.
talking to me was like so frustrated.
i'm so tired.
i'm not the one who's changing, but IS YOU.
both of us will be more happiler without each other.
you no longer loved me anymore so please LET ME GO.


i wanna go sabai sabai again. IT'S SO FUN.


do support my newly blogshop k.

NEW HONG KONG APPARELS #1
LOVELY TAIWAN SHOES #1
ALL AT AFFORDABLE PRICE.
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do support. :)

went to meet marc today for upcoming car show for next week.
but i'm confuse siax.
should i this job????
but the pay is good wor. hai hai hai. :(
if i take this job i got more income but....
if i don't, i don have any extra income wor.
don't feel like depending on bibi anymore.
if not nex time same thing happen again. hai.
but if i take up this job i scare bibi don't like.
cos he will say:"not pratical"

doing new blogshop now.
the response is good.
but quite slow in payment. lol
do support kay!!!
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Faith,真的好累好累

don't apologise when you've already said those words that's hurt.
i've being trying my best to be the one you wanted, but it seem that everything ended up is my fault.
i'm tired of wearing a smile wherever i go.
even tired of being the one who's not MYSELF.
who do you really love in your heart?
the one you first known or the one whom, you ask to change this and that? it seem so hard to be the one you truly love in your heart.


无条件的为你，不顾明天会是这么样，为你坚强，为你付出，

到最后也只是换来你的一句：你没资格说我

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLYN

last nite went to cosy pub with Jaslyn, Vincent & jolin.
we eventually open two old martell siax.
think vincent should be super broke now.
met clarence and his friends at Cosy pub but diff table. lol.
last nite was really fun for me. whole pub is ours. lol.
and we play like nobody care.
and things that i cant imaging is that, we can finish up the martell within so short hours which we open 2 bottle.
worse is i NEVER DRUNK. (how can it siax)
reach hme ard 6 plus in the morning and waited for bibi to come back.
and i promise i won't drink just nick anymore.
yesterday drink was all nick siax.
stupid game and tiger have to play until so fierce. -.-"

YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING GUY I HAVE MET SO FAR.


YOU DON TELL ME WHERE YOU GO, WHAT YOU DO,


EVERYTHING WAS DONE BEHIND MY BACK.


AND WORSE I'M ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW BOUT IT.


WHAT AM I TO YOU?


JUST A MAID AND A RUBBISH LOR.


EVERYTHING YOU DON'T TELL ME.


DON'T REGRET WHAT WILL I DO TO YOU NOW.


YOU FORCE ME TO IT.


TRUST??


SERIOUSLY I DON HAVE ANY TRUST IN YOU ANYMORE.


FROM YOU 20 JUNE WE QUARREL,


EVERYTHING FROM YOU CHANGE.


KEEP GG DRINKING WITHOUT TELLING ME.


KEEP COMING BACK IN THE MORNING.


KEEP HAVING BUMPY PHONE CALL OR SMS.


EVERYTHING YOU DO I ALSO DON KNOW.


YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO INFORM ME BOUT IT.


YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CHANGING NOT ME.


EVERYTHING YOU DO BEHIND MY BACK, YOU EXPECT


ME TO TRUST YOU??


YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DOING THINGS THAT MAKE ME


DON'T TRUST YOU AT ALL.


DON'T EVER REGRET IT

haiz..
so boring siax.
nothing to do.
no place to go.
don't talk to me anymore after sun quarrel. :'(
he no longer tell me anything and everything.
everything keep it to himself or only tell his friends.
no longer like last time.
he will tell me evrything.
he only will tell me he going out, but go where do what, with who i also don't know.
everything i also don't know.
haiz.
don't know what kind of gf i'm siax.


every now and than go out till morning than come back.
don't even accompany me anymore.
i'm kinda tired of this.
why things getting bad and bad than last time.??
why we aren't that closed like last time too??
why he don tell me anything now??


our distance is getting further and further each time we quarrel.
i don't know what's he thinking?
i don't knw what he want?


i just want him to be happy but yet i cant even do that.
i want share his burden with him but i cant help in it.

i tired and losing control of myself le.
i wondering does he still have feeling for me?
do i still love him?
i don know anymore.
keep suspecting what ppl said around me. :(
and keep having lots of doubts.
i'm tired of everything.
who to believe, who not to.?????
i'm feeling so unsecure.

Bibi went to Plush with his friends.
sad la. first time heard bibi will say a pub waitress is pretty de lor.
also never heard him say i pretty. WTH siax.
don feel like letting him cos he never accompany me anymore & i want him to accompany me.
but i don wan to tie his freedom yet i'm feeling unsecure. :'(
what should i do siax.?


i want all those SHOES AND BAGS.
it's so cute and nice.
anyone wan to buy for me??? lol


i'm back to night life again.
will be working at COSY PUB & KTV LOCATED AT BOAT QUAY 42A 2ND FLOOR.
come support when you're free k. lol
i'll be there everyday unless i have things to do, :)





well i think all my pethatic thing i have done all le ba.
first time have a pethatic christmax.
first time have a pethatic new year.
first time have a pethatic birthday.
first time have a pethatic lunch outside alone.


this year birthday like not birthday siax.
eating prawn noodle at hme now. haiz.
not much ppl remember my birthday too.


anyway thanks to:
Mummy
daddy
Kai Ming
KS
Hazel Ng
Sammi
Jeff
Joseph
Aloyious
Vincent
Simone
Ray
Hazel Lam
Alvin
liling
lester
aloy tan
for your birthday wish.
really soooooooooo little friend of mine remember it. :'(
some more 10 of them is NEVER CONTACT FOR SUPER LONG AND NEVER MEET DE LIAO.
they actually remember my birthday.
worse is no friend celebratin. haiz
only sammi accompany me.


i swear i won celebrate my birthday liao.
bibi never wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :'(

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